Rainbows and Moonlight..

hrm....

2007-11-10T04:44:23Z

eegads. It has been a long while since I've done one of these. So much, so so so much is going on these days. Started back to school this semester. Sitting in a classroom when you've been out of school for like... 12 years... is not an easy thing to do. and my court case regarding my son is progressing... slowly but surely. If things continue the way they are, I should have him home around Christmas. Life is just busy busy busy these days. I hardly even get to see Mark, except in passing unless I wait up until midnight or so. But it's definitely worth waiting up for. :)
Eh, so much I want to say, don't know where to start. So I don't think I will. Just leave it at this for a while.

It's been a while...

2007-06-25T02:41:06Z

Way, way WAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY too long since I have posted. Some of that is due to lack of access to the internet. Some of that is due to my happily newly-wedded blissful state. I got married March 24 to an absolutely wonderful guy. Court cases with my parents still going on over my oldest son. I got to see him this past weekend, so that was loads of fun. Hopefully I'll get more posting time sometime soon. for now I've gotta jet. Hubby is waiting. Miaow!

m00nlightmadnez @ 2006-12-31T01:01:00

2006-12-31T07:01:33Z

My babies are here! ok, not babies, but you know what I mean. I've been so nervous/excited/anxious/worried/stressed/.... you name it. but today arrived, all is going well, and I am SO incredibly happy!
As if that weren't enough, Mark proposed, I accepted, and he bought me a dress, an OMGITSSOGORGEOUSWAITTILLIGETPICS wedding dress. :) :) :) Giddy is the heart, happy is smile, but alas, I must go and sleep for a while!

m00nlightmadnez @ 2006-10-11T13:54:00

2006-10-11T19:07:09Z

One of my favorites, from Rudyard Kipling... just wanted to share

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master;
If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings -- nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run --
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And -- which is more -- you'll be a Man, my son!

I've been in quite a poetic mood lately.. but I've done more posting on Myspace than on here, so, if you want a glimpse, check out the blog there and let me know what you think. MySpace

So, yeah

2006-09-20T03:55:11Z

Guy at work.. kinda sorta been crushing on for a while. Problem? he had a gf... until about a week and a half ago... So yeah, drinks last night.. pool tonight... who knows? We'll just see how it goes. Not getting hopes up, or letting down defenses just quite yet. But we'll see.

I only cry at night

2006-09-15T12:12:52Z

I only cry at night
When the lights are out
And the world isn't looking

I only cry at night
When the sun is hidden from view
And the moon isn't peeking

I only cry at night
When I'm in my room
And the shadows hide me

I only cry at night
When the tears don't count
Cause the pillow catches them

I only cry at night
When the stars are winking
And I am thinking

I only cry at night
Cause that is when the lonely hits
And there's noone there

Hrm...

2006-09-02T00:22:52Z

Are you supposed to chew oatmeal? Or just swallow it...

well, duh

2006-08-31T15:53:14Z

You Are 29 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Just so you don't think I've completely forgotten about LJ

2006-08-26T19:54:01Z

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Words to live by

2006-07-31T19:46:08Z

This was on someone's Myspace... it was just too good to pass up. Advice given, and taken:

if someone wants u

If someone wants you, nothing can keep them away.
If they don't want you, nothing can make them stay.
Stop making excuses for someone and their behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for someone before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because they were not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't be friends."

A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like they are stringing you along, then they probably are.

Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid someone who has a bunch of children by a bunch of different people. They didn't marry them when they got pregnant, Why would they treat you any differently? (also, don't try to get them pregnant or get pregnant to try to make them stay or marry you, it's not right and it doesn't work, may even make the situation worse)

Always have your own set of friends separate from theirs.

Maintain boundaries in how they treat you. If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let them know everything.
They will use it against you later. You cannot change human behavior/nature.
Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make them feel they are more important than you are... even if they have more education or a better job. Do not make them into a quasi-god. They are just a person, nothing more nothing less. We all put our pants on one leg at a time.
Never let them define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's mate.
If they cheated with you, they'll cheat on you.

They will only treat you the way you ALLOW them to treat you.
All men/women are NOT sorry.

You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if they don't turn out to be Mr./Ms. Right.
Make them miss you sometimes...when they always know where you are, and your always readily available to them - they will take it for granted.

Never co-sign for them and never move in with their parent's either.

Don't fully commit to someone who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep them in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with your friends on your list..... You'll make someone smile, another rethink their choices, and another prepare.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

I should really stop...

2006-07-28T16:45:30Z

Propping my feet on the wall while Im at the comp. There are now footprints.. or maybe I should just clean my feet more often :p

Heh

2006-07-27T16:07:03Z

What Pattern Are You?

eeenteresting...

2006-07-26T23:37:14Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

On a morbid, yet funny note...

2006-07-25T17:34:55Z

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

m00nlightmadnez @ 2006-07-23T22:36:00

2006-07-24T03:46:50Z

So, okay, kinda bored tonight. The game doesn't really interest me right now, too many idiots online, hardly any of my friends. Chattin with a few folks over IM, but..eh... So, I decided to google "bored".. and this is what I came up with:

http://www.snapbubbles.com/

http://www.getannoyed.com/

http://www.staregame.com/

http://www.writebackwards.com/

http://www.mysticalball.com/

http://www.lemonadegame.com/

ok, I think I'll leave you with those, but checkout bored.com if you ever hit this point.

And so I say....

2006-07-24T03:22:55Z

Heh...

2006-07-17T20:21:09Z

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Tweedledum and Tweedledee

Boobie Name Generator

Why do I keep coming out as "mysterious"...

2006-07-17T06:42:39Z

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.
Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

What's Your Reputation?

Not quite sure I totally agree...

2006-07-17T02:36:55Z

Your Lucky Love Color is White

When someone gets to know you, they still feel like you're a mystery to them.
You are innocent and a bit naive. But you are a little more savvy than you seem, especially in love.
And unlike what your color might suggest, you aren't too much of a prude.
Your heart is pure, and you find it easy to fall in love.

All About Your Lucky Love Color

Just cause I can

2006-07-16T07:10:02Z

I like this one too...

2006-07-14T17:40:54Z

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.
Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

What's Your Reputation?

HA! I knew that already...

2006-07-14T17:31:36Z

You Are 28% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.
Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?

A Glimpse Into The Soul...

2006-07-14T08:32:47Z

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.

You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.

Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.

Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).

Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.

And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.

You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.

Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.

Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Just because

2006-07-11T17:37:07Z

?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??

You're like a centaur!
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Well, here it is

2006-07-09T09:24:01Z

The new LJ account. Changed to protect the innocent, avoid conflict with ghosts from the past, and overall allow me the freedom to post without worry about what someone is going to think or comment on what I have to say. I need an outlet for whats going on... and havent felt that the other account would have allowed me to do so, mainly because it of who it was mostly tied to. But now,

FREEDOM!!!

So anyhoo, check back for updates, as I hope to have entertaining things everynow and then to talk about.

And,

to a whole new LJ experience.